alissa the hippie

just school. im glad for my good grades or else i would be in trouble. right now i am listening to pink floyd god they are amazing.i was listening to the beatles. beatles bring back weird feelings like a sudden sadness but happiness at the same time. these past few days have been alrighttt i just wanna go back home. ive been busy talking to my friends robert and james which is making me procrastinate on my homework so thanks guys :D hahahahaha. i really really really want to go up to my grandmas i just want to be surrounded by nature and i want to speak to a psychic. i really want to find out about my past lives. these past few days i have been feeling very strange like ive been having very strong feelings about things. i dont know i feel like im very mature, and i already know i dont want to be my age. but anyways im done writing.

my week has been alright :D just some drama that im trying to avoid but whatever. im very bored right now and all my favorite websites are not working because of maintenance. post later

hahahahha i love this sign!

i was just outside and i felt such good vibes. it felt good to feel the wind and for it to be so peaceful. while i was standing their watching my sisters dog it brought back memories from my childhood. it made me feel so happy. just remembering my neighbors and i playing fairies, polly pockets, listening to the a teens, and taking walks to the park behind our house. i remember every time we would walk to the park we would stop and look at the monument for a girl who died and i still remember her exact picture. sometimes this makes me miss my childhood and it makes me wonder what happened to those people. even though this was when i was like 7-8 i still remember these memories clearly. sometimes i feel like i want to go back to those days. i love life and im glad to be on this earth. its so beautiful and full of mysteries and adventures. i wonder everyday how this earth works. i love the beauty of the trees and plants and all the animals. why does man have to ruin it by building cities and houses which pollute our earth and all of the roads have so many cars putting out poison. you see on the roads and sidewalks little cracks that have plants growing out of them and it makes you realize that life is everywhere. i love our earth.

i woke up with the weirdest feeling. i feel like i am time traveling through my head. i woke up with urge to draw a willow tree by water but im just making a mess of my drawing book. i also woke up feeling the urge to listen to the beatles. i dont know the feeling just wont go away. i cant remember my dreams for the past 2 days which is weird cause i usually remember them. i dont know im going to draw random things.

im very tired of school! im getting called weird a lot :| of course it doesnt bother me but sometimes it does. i went to my club meeting today which was kinda boring they could have done better. ive been slacking off on my homework and its starting to bug me i really need to stop going on facebook so much or else it will get taken away sooooo i should stop but i really like talking to people on their. im really liking art in school im doing a drawing of kurt cobain so i will take a pic when im done and post it. im gonna do a drawing of kurt at home also cause i love art that much. i really should post some of my art work on here. my table in art class says im the best hahahaha. :)

bands ive been listening to:
alice in chains
nirvana
bikini kill
candlebox
silverchair
red hot chili peppers
the beatles
oasis


so thats it for now :D

Lights, they wash your face
Pale and misty white
Color flowers
Your eyes seem ever changing
In my mind
Colors bleed to red
As I kiss your face
Want to tell you
I love you
Everyday as we grow
Yes I know now its all on my own
Can you feel my pain
As you walk on by
Can you tell me you need me
Everytime,
All alone
Yes Ill show you things never seen before
For your mind to untangle
On your own, all alone
Yes I know now
Yes I know now
Its all on my own
Yes I know now
Ill watch as you go
Yes I know now
Its alright
And I know now
Yes I know now
Its all on my own
As you blossom everyday
Yes I know now
Yes I know now
Its all on my own
As you blossom everyday
I dont feel my heart
Its burning up
I dont fear my eyes are turning red
I dont feel my arms are breaking up
I dont feel you slipping from my hands
And I know now
Yes I know now
Its all on my own
As you blossom everyday
Yes I know now
Its all on my own
As you blossom everyday
Now I know
Yes I know now
Its all on my own
As you blossom everyday


:D this song is sad but it can relate to me